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haha i recommend you to enjoy your wonderful and unique life there completely apart from Japan!
haha sorry, it's kidding.
thanks a lot for you kindly attention.
hmmm, the relationships between fear and challenge, and accomplishment...
OF COURSE, it's so important and it surely has some precious effect on you to DO something, with your confirm decision in mind.
of course i know it.
i wish you not to misunderstand my true intention.
please put it in your mind in advance, please.
someone, who is everytime serious about anything and has very strongly challenging mind worth while to believe itself, seems to has some very biased way of thinking which is enough confirmly fixed in one structure of concept.
definitely it can sometimes help you to try to achieve your goals (if such things truely exist) and give you some satisfaction after you do it.
it can be sometimes not flexible, not respondable, and not enjoyable.
because the spirit scheme you believe correct (of course this is also suspicious) gives you just one type of concept.
as and when you are prepossessed in that one type of structure, you'll never reach a unimagenable enjoyment you've never experienced, even imagined.
just one thing i want to say is "break your style".
it's NOT "to do something unusual".
don't jump to your selfish conclusions.
go out of your limited view even if it gives sometimes you your original characteristic in which you are very confident.
it's to do something in new "style" you've never tried to adopt.
i think it's relatively even bad to decide to do something with your welknown style. (in that case of course you are sure to believe it the appropriate way to deal with it.)
sometimes it needs to do something you think it's NOT correct, in order to be released from your original influence.
who you are?
when it's decided?
then, don't make your mind about anything whether it's good or not, even when you have to decide to do it or not.
just as you like.
it's the only way to live a "FRUITFUL" life in this unique world,